STRANGE DREAM. . .

I dreamed I was standing on a balcony, looking down into a courtyard, and suddenly my mother appears holding ME in her arms. It was so good to see my mother! Suddenly, I realized I was in a dream and I thought to myself, "Maybe I can talk to her." I called out to her and she looked up at me and I asked her to come up to the balcony where I was. She asked my why? I said, "Because I want to hold myself!" So, she came up to where I was and handed me to myself, and as soon as I touched myself it was such a warm and joyous feeling, something I had never experienced before. I was holding myself at around the age of a year old, and I kissed my cheek and started to cry tears of joy. I knew I was holding myself, and that I was so precious, almost divine, and it was the greatest feeling I had ever experienced in my life!!! I felt a great need to protect my baby self, and I kissed and cuddled myself, because I knew that Mother would eventually take the baby away and I wanted to experience that total and complete feeling of love for as long as I could. The baby-me, however, seemed unaware that it was "me/her" holding herself. She was sleepy and began to reach out for Mother and cry for her, so I gave her back. Strangely, Mother knew it was me, but she didn't try to reach out to me. I sensed that she was a little frightened by the whole strange scenario. I feel this dream has significance, but I may never know what it is. WEIRD, as usual.